One of the modules I study for my English Literature degree is beginning to get me down. It's about Gothic literature, but it's not the content that's making me depressed.
I have a 2,500 word essay due in on December 15th for this module, that counts for 50% of my overall grade. That's terrifying in of itself. Let alone the fact that all of the questions are near impossible to even attempt. I just feel like I'm guaranteed to fail. It's not a nice feeling and I'll be honest, I'm starting to panic about it. At least I still have time to figure it out, but a couple of weeks doesn't seem long enough somehow.
It's also been just quite a crappy day. I've been feeling down all day. For no particular reason, it's just been one of those days. I also had some quite severe drama with my Mum which is has ended horribly. It's not been good.
On a more positive note, I have my 3rd shift at the Salamander tomorrow. I'm still feeling a little anxious about things, but I'm much more confident about it now. Hopefully it will be a good day, I won't mess up and I'll have some good banter and fun. And some tips would be nice too. But we'll see, here's hoping.
-A
oh alex page! (i sang that, but you can't tell 'cause of the inter-webs and what not) i have nothing to say really, but here is a proverb form my beloved switzerland:Who cares about every little feather should not make the bed. (thank you google...) so yeah, live by that bad boy....
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