Monday, 31 January 2011

Doctors, dates, and my Dad the dude

Good afternoon my kittens,

I haven’t blogged in a few weeks now, but honestly I haven’t been sure what to say.

I guess the most important change in my life is that after years of hiding from it, self-diagnosing and being terrified, I finally went to speak to a doctor. I am not sure I have ever been more nervous, or given a bigger sigh of relief. I have to give a huge amount of love to Dad for how great he has been to me over Christmas. I definitely think we’re even closer now and I am incredibly lucky to have such an awesome Dad.

In regards to gossip, I have some for you. I suppose there is a boy in my life at the moment. Now he’s not a boyfriend – by my own choice – but he is definitely lovely. I’m very happy, and lucky, that someone is willing to put up with my company, and hopefully I won’t mess it all up somehow.

Now, if you read my last couple of blog posts, you’ll know that part of my New Year’s resolution is be more positive about myself. I think I am actually doing okay with this one. I am definitely more confident (for whatever reason) and I am definitely more comfortable with the way I look. I am still incredibly insecure, I still think I am terrifically ugly. I just think that a lot less than I used to. If that makes sense. Well it does to me.

Work is good, university is tough but good, and my money situation isn’t so bad anymore. Although I do need a new phone because mine is slowly but surely dying.

I’ll be more specific/salacious/scintillating/silly/sarcastic next time kittens, but for now I have lots of reading to do.

Love always,
-A

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