Having returned home to Northampton I just HAD to see Luke, my nephew, a.k.a. the cutest kid alive.
We had a fabulous time. I gave him a flower which he cuddled, we made devil's food cake, pulled faces and played hide and seek. It was wonderfully childish and fun, and he is so infectiously happy that it's hard to be worried about things.
There is no better way to de-stress in this world, than to spend the day with a 3 year old.
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- Bourjois Little Round Pot Blusher - £7.49
What does depression feel like?
Like there is a hole in my chest. Like a constant ache of loneliness and bitterness. Like you're sat inside on a rainy day whilst everyone is outside playing in the sun. It is emptiness, it is nothingness, it is all-consuming misery.
My suburban four-bedroom house is still as cosy as it ever was. My cats still lounge around lazily, my Dad still splays out on the sofa watching Top Gear and the whole place could use a hoover. But that is what I love about home, it's homeliness. I grew up here, I outgrew here and now I'm back feeling nostalgic here.
I've noticed a trend in my life. The less of my music I listen to, the more lonely I feel. Music has always been my method of comfort, assurance and release.
Lately I have felt more alone than I have since I've been in Bath. Maybe I just need to listen to more music, make more playlists.
But it sure would be nice to have someone to talk to. Someone to understand.
-A
Kittens,
I wish my life was interesting enough to blog about, but right now it's work work work, sleep, boyfriend, work, sleep, house, work.
-A
Good morning kittens,
I haven't blogged in a while. Mostly this is because nothing interesting has really happened. I've been working and spending a lot of time with the boyfriend. He had a knee operation but is recovering nicely.
When there are things in my life worth me typing about, I'll be in touch.
Oh, I got a 2:1 for my second year - win! Most triumphant!
Be excellent to each other.
-A
